Hello Everyone,

I'm sure you all must have heard the horrible news that The King of Pop Michael Jackson Has Passed away a couple of hours ago June 25, 2009 at the age of 50. I hurt so bad to have to accept this tragedy. He was well loved and adored by many. He is so important to the people he touched and very very important to me. He is my idol and everyone who knows me knows that I truly adored the man he was and the beautiful things he's done for this world.

This entry isn't going to be a history lesson for anyone but Its my way of dealing with his death and sharing with others how much he meant to me.

My earliest memory of Micheal was being in my mom's bed watching Moonwalker on tape over and over. Since I am the youngest in my family my sisters and brother has to deal with my monotonous singing and dancing to him. I wanted to travel the world and Do things like he did with helping all those children. He literally healed the world (no pun intended). I recall that I wanted to be a singer and dancer just like him when I grew up. And I always thought that he was the prettiest girl I've seen...Well until my mom had to explain to me that she was a he, at which I responded "then I want to be a boy so I "can" be just like Mick" . I remember fond memories of growing up with my Nephew Cory and we were trying so hard to work "the Lean" from smooth criminal. I might add that yes I had many failed attempts. lol I always had this plan about meeting him one day. that we can be kindred spirits in writing music and we could write one song together for fun. He was gonna teach me the Moonwalk (help me prefect it ) and we would understand each others eccentricities. It was a big dream for a kid like me but I still hold it close and is very dear to me.

I have so many things I want to say right now...but I can't seem to stop myself from feeling so sad at the moment.

For now this is what I want to say: Michael Jackson I love you and I hope that where ever you are you can do all the things that makes you happy and that you remember that you are heavily loved.

~Ashlee